| Guilty matchstick. |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|04:56 am] |
| [ | State |
| | Sore | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Leftfield | ] |
Okay. The only reason I'm writing on this virtual paper in this 2D world is because my poor, horribly sunburned best friend is asleep upstairs in my room where I keep my actual diary. Which. You know. Is understandable since its 5am. I should probably start sleeping again.
( It's early morning, so fuck you. ) |
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| Turned away. |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|12:56 am] |
| [ | State |
| | Sad | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Guess | ] |
I've been thinking for too long. Far too long.
I wish I had a warm, knee length grey and dark purple jumper. With sleeves that are too long. They make me feel so safe. I also wish I had a hat. A nice black beanie.
I feel a bit insane. It's not very nice. Like I said, I've been thinking for too long. I should probably just keep drinking smoothies and try and forget about things happening outside of this house. I need to get my cd back from Mikes. I'm going crazy without it. I mean sure, I have the entire album copied on my media player. But it's not the same. I like having my things in my room.
There texted her to tell her to bring it back.
Oh I hate feeling like crying when there's nothing actually wrong. Or perhaps everything's wrong and I'm subconsiously realising.
Him and his stupid, nasty, amazing, beautiful, emotional voice.
It seems this hypersensitivness is spreading.
I feel sick.
EDIT: Crazified layout. Now it hurts my head [: |
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| Got annoyed with former subject. |
[Jul. 12th, 2006|10:39 pm] |
| [ | State |
| | Amused | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | AFI | ] |
Hahaha.
I love RPers.
Random IM flashes up: "Hi, I heard you were great with sex scenes from this girl I know. So like. Wanna PSL?"
You people only want me for my ability to describe graphic sex.
I feel so used. But also, very appreciated. |
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| I promise to pay the bearer on demand the sum of... |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|04:23 pm] |
| [ | State |
| | Bored | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Listening in on mum on the phone | ] |
Yum. Just noticed how visually delightful Jade is. Hence the using of his face for my icon. Now I feel like a little squee fangirl. Which is everything I hate. So. Dammit to hell.
In other news. Um. Jack is doing fine. He's asleep on my sofa. I'll go fiddle with him later. I love that bass. He's my best friend.
Oh goodness. I hate contact lenses. Hate hate hate. The same way that I hate cheap Martini. Do not mix Martini with orange juice. Do not mix Martini with mango and apple juice. Do not mix Martini with pineapple and coconut juice. It does not work, not unless you're desperate.
Like me.
Mmm. New Pirates film. I'm off to go and see it with Helen.
Good eve. |
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| Baby thinkin' of you keeps me up all night. |
[Jul. 5th, 2006|12:49 pm] |
| [ | State |
| | Laugh-ish | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Britney Spears | ] |
Happy Birthday to me.
So I'm sitting in the house. Alone. And cold. Feeling sick. Because that's what I do. Yeah.
Something smells of decay. It's really pissing me off. The smell arrived soon after my party finished. I think someone may have died at some point. Most likley Allan. He's small, emo and can't handle his alcohol.
I taste of blood and raspberries. Kinky.
More words later. Now, I sleep.
Even though its only just past 1pm.
Now, I sleep. |
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| Yeah. |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|09:49 pm] |
| [ | State |
| | Frazzled | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Iron Maiden | ] |
My Chemical Romance.
First it was 'The Unwashed Look'.
Then 'The Dead Look'.
Now...now. Now it's 'The Scene Look'.
And it's all bloody Mikey Way's fault. With his fancy new eyes and his greasyshiny new haircut. Hell. One of you needs to come back in time with me so we can find him and slap him up a bit before he undergoes his transformation. And force him to come out of the closet.
You know, as a member of the female sex it's kinda odd that I'm want all men I find attractive to be gay. Perhaps I'm a girl trapped in a boys body trapped in a girls body.
Whatever. |
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